.October 2, 2005 ' 13:11 Y
hey. i'm here to blog. well.. its sunday. was SUPPOSE to go gothic ytd with sarah but she couldnt go out so haiz.. and we're gonna go swimming today. but it seems llike its gonna rain. so we'll see. ahak.
my sister's right here beside me right now eating. and i come to realise what shit i've been lately. i've created so much trouble in life and she's still there to help me up. and why bring something down when you already have them in your hands? i love to love people but some are just stepping on me. i've lost what i usually have. my bestfriend is giving me the cold shoulders but i dont know the reason why. maybe i know. maybe what i think is the answer but why cant she just say it in my face? what wrong will it lead to? why cant she call me? never mind. this is parts of life. it'll be over soon. at least i hope it will.
"i'm sorry for whatever cause i've done to make you treat me this way." until den i can be alone or at least i have others. i hope youre ok and will be fine. oh wells.. exams are coming and i hope itll be over soon. our school is so freaking slow. but we're in the top three schools!! woohoo! and now lets see wheter we can reach right to the top. weetweet! God please help me. i hope everything will be it great hands. i hope everything, my friendship, my life, my studies, my days, my family him and myself will end the obstacles and go back to normal. *amin* as we live upon the name of God i would like to bless everybody with great blessings and hope everything will be fine. till the next entry. i end it here.
SITY KAY!